What was an attempt to write in a public way about loss through images of bodies of water, has become something else and is now becoming something else. I realized how much I like taking pictures with my cell phone so I will share the ones I like best, here.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Bela Bartok: String Quartet 2
Moderato
You never know where it will lead
and yet, again
you follow around a bend,
along a wall.
you never know who you might see
or not,
or which animal will cross your path,
or which plant will blossom and wither
without bearing fruit.
there is a point where
it becomes clear
that it isn't going to be the way you
want it to be
and
it never is that arrangement of eggplant, tango and seafoam green
in the florist's window.
there is a whiff of taint.
there is a tremendous pressure.
there is a kind of disquiet , mink and copper plate etchings.
did you remember?
Did you ever remember?
What is difficult just might be.
walking on a sidewalk of keys,
stepping gingerly as to not disturb,
it may turn out to be something completely and utterly different.
skateboard wheels on concrete.
shut up bitch.
the 21.
variegated flax,
recessive flux,
one never knows.
one never really has to question it.
the light reflected from the crystals of the chandelier
is still light passing through and carrying us through time.
Allegro molto capriccioso
you've got me going.
there it is.
there it is.
there is a pounding beat that
runs from the high tone into the
nether region of civilized discourse.
the thing is,
the thing is,
they followed us up the street.
they shouted our names
and defamed our intentions.
we have been called out by the bitches.
the way we ran, it didn't make sense.
it became performance art
it became an excursion
into the possibility that
time is some sorry-assed excuse for a game.
they never told you about that.
they never called and straightened out the rent.
I can and will tell you
that the light shifted from whiter to gray green,
from gray green to something of a violet.
something of a rose,
something of
a cat tearing into the carcass of a sparrow,
tossing and clutching
this gift
this offering to you.
.
we will.
we certainly will.
we
will.
we
will
post our quarterly profits.
we will declare our assets.
we will proclaim our brand superiority.
we will claim our brand's supremacy
in that critical demographic.
we will.
we will slither and slink
through the garden
chasing a ball with a stick.
where will it lead us?
he will never know.
Lento
it just isn't completely right.
it never is.
i could have told you
but you wouldn't listen.
you never really did.
we regret to inform you
that your credit report will post this loss of standing.
it isn't even sunset and the light
has faded and dissipated into this pre-night.
Nobody knows the whole story.
Why wouldn't we?
Is it fair to expect resolution?
Not so sure about that,
Someone might beg to differ.
I have the right.
You have a right to agree to disagree.
nothing is easy.
i fear and i must commend you.
i wouldn't bring it up,
don't do tell.
there is nothing you can tell me that will make me feel differently.
i tried to tell you.
I finally realized
we couldn't know,
nor could you have anticipated,
nor would you have appreciated,
nor should you have been held responsible.
when I leave the ground behind
I become unsure.
creature of habit,
take
this
away,
into a place where
it all stops for twenty minutes a day.
leave it
behind
leave it behind and
let it pass
a heron landing in an oak.
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